Well, I now understand my mother and her affinity for using this saying frequently when I was a child. I find that watching three kids under the age of two (two of whom, are entering the terrible twos early!) is making me mad as a hatter! Well, I am just taking a sanity break, Logan has been a good boy and decided to take a nap for me today. The other kids are at home with their parents today. I think they sensed my need for only one child today.
Well, I've started doing Weight Watchers with my mother in law. I started doing it myself a couple months ago. I lost 17lbs by myself. Then I kinda hopped a little off the wagon and only gained 5 lbs back, but I'm tired of buying fat pants. So, here we go! I guess we'll be seeing how I've done this week. This is my goal right here:

I would love to get back to my graduating high school weight. I know, I know, it's a big goal, but I have faith that someday I can get back there. My reasons are that I'd like to be healthy enough to run around and play with my kids. I'd love to look hot for my husband....Meow! (Little moment here to think how that could be....hehehehehe) Anyway. I miss how pretty I used to be, I realized that I didn't think I was pretty back then, nor did I think I was skinny. But I realize now....what's that saying about hindsight?
But I realize that as I look back now, I
was pretty and I
was skinny. Pardon me but, DAMN this sucks! I wanna be that girl again. I guess that I could use all the support and help I can get. I know I can do this, I look at a girl in our ward, whom I am friends with. She started going to Weight Watchers, the same starting weight range that I'm in. She's lost 100.4lbs!!!! She is my inspiration. She's gone from a size 18 dress to a size 8!!!!! If she can do this...I can do this.
I can't wait to shop in the normal people stuff again!!!