Why can't I get up the drive to lose weight? Why do I seem to like being fat? Why is my house a mess? Why do I have to be the fattest person in my entire family? Why can't I be more crafty? Why can't I be perpetually happy? Why does it have to be so hard for us to stay afloat? Why does this "job" work so well for others and we're still waiting for the payoff? Why do I feel so negative lately? Why is it so hard to wait, every month? Why do I feel so unpretty all the time?
Why can't I get more parties booked so I can save money for my camera?
There, I'm done.
